You're Still The One

He make me cry, but it doesn't mean he made some trouble...

He make me laugh, but sometimes it doesn't work...

He make me mad, but suddenly it goes for the happiness...

All of these happen because He is so special and my precious man...

p/s : Dedicated for 'you' ...  :) 

Part 2 - Moment with Voucher $200

Ok, for this time...the moment with voucher $200 is not totally we've been use $200, coz last afternoon, me and 'Encik' only used $50, so there are $150 left .....I'm really happy coz for this time we are not out from the budget..and lucky, we used member card to make a payment at the counter... (^_^)

::: The 'things' we've bought :::

Small White Board (for his lil bro)

File-3x

Ball pen-4x 

Box pencil-2x

Double tap

I'm waiting for him for 30min, curiously when he came with his father, then I just ignoring to get mad at him... :)

Part 1 - Moment with Voucher $200

Actually, I've spending some of my $ to buy some of my "needed" & "important" stuff for my future time of continuing my studies..hehe..wups!! Correction here, that $ is a combination between me & My Mr.Stalker..thank you for him lah..ekekeke...so I have, wups, wrong again..we have another $200 left, for this time we've to list out what the most important stuff to be buy..ok, see u at the next entry..

::: WE have bought :::

Novel (Then It Happen Again) -me
Book (Business Purposes) -him
Our stationary 
Small transparent bag to use in the hall final exam
2 pen for 'mum & dad'
Stationary for 'budak kecik' - lil sister
Note pad 
Sticky notes
Cute Pinky (use for my new name tag soon)
Diary's book (our book)

p/s : DON'T ever u (students IPTA, IPTS, POLITEKNIK) try to sell your voucher because it won't worth for u actually, you've been giving an opportunity from our government to use it for studies' purposes..as a students, of course you won't use your money wisely coz I'm also a student and I know how it feels when you have money, especially when the money use for enjoy with your buddies. Happy Study dear students out there.  (^_^)

My Mr.Stalker Have A Wishes For Me

He is not a sweet with a romance act but I do like when he expose his feeling without making an embarrassing on his-self towards me or infront of other people...and even with our friends..I love the way he is because he just like my best friend *stupid but nice friend* ..hehe... sometimes, when I'm not in the mood, I can hide my worst feeling when he do his 'duty' to make me happy even I don't need he to do it for me....yes, I know people will not let anyone know about their secret life, same goes to me and him..that's a privacy right, we have to keep what is secret remain as a secret..BUT sometimes we both just keep in talking about anything what is 'secret' for me, become as a 'secret' for me and him (us) ....and, sometimes people being out of control when they get involve in 'stress zone', but he teach me how to control my self from being out of control...but for me, being alone for awhile is the best thing when you don't want any people get involve in your bad moment...whatever happen is, our mission now is to finish and achieve our target together..hopefully, we'll get what we hope for our future planning...

*his wishes for me*

p/s : currently at library at my campus (Library, UiTM, Sabah) coz done with class at 7-8 pm...while waiting for the UiTM's bus so I just take a few minutes to updating this new entry..a little bit boring I guess, sorry my dear readers.. :)

pp/s  : Dear Mr.Stalker, thank you  (^_^)

We call it's love when it comes to 22th

I made it for u because u're the special one who are 'X' for me....

'X' stand for ... ???

• Caring
• Loving
• Funny
• Understanding
• Sweet like choco
• Do not let me cry
• Make me laugh every time we spend time together and even we far apart
• Never ever feel bored by saying 'ILY' & 'IMY'
• Put me in a comfort zone
• Stupid like childish 

...and...

• Create such a wonderful moment to being together

i'Allah..If we're meant to be. we'll meant to be...

 I dedicated this song for u, sing by Tanner Patrick 

(original song by Taylor Swift 'Ours')

p/s: Happy 4th Monthsary ♥

Thank you, I won't let u go.. :)

Since I've been broken heart, 

I try to push my self go away from the sadness of being hurts...

but u came while I keep on trying to forget someone,

to leave my past memories,

to throw away the names of heart breaker...

u bringing back my smile that I haven't found,

u put my strength to move on,

u gave me hopes that someones's ever lost it..


u  make me believe there are someone's better are waiting for me out there...

finally, I found that guy...

thank you for staying with me and I won't let u go...

I dedicate song by Rascal Flatt for u

p/s: Happy monthsary -22/12/11-   (^_^)

I've watch for one of it..!

Hye dear readers

how are u..? is it everything is good..?  Great.!! then I feel happy for u.. :)

actually I just wanna share with u my 'disappointed' feeling last a few weeks ago has been  transform to HAPPY MODE since yesterday...yeah, yesterday..why..? coz from the two listed movie, I've watching for one of it which is Ombak Rindu...

and for sure, I go for watching that movie with 'Encik'....what a lucky day yesterday coz we don't have any classes for the whole day, not because of we escape the class..but, our lecturer got some important work to be done on that day...

since that I have more than enough free time yesterday, it doesn't mean I'm use to put my self totally in 'freedom zone' for the whole day...so, after go for outing and watching movie with my 'Encik'..I though that is more useful to use our 'free time' to do a little bit revision for subject Financial Analysis, the calculation part..during that subject's lecture, I've giving my fully attention to catch up the syllabus..but still I'm not confident to answer for every question that we solve together during the classes..so, 'Encik' has being my 2nd lecture yesterday to teach me more about the subject...thank you 'Encik', I hope I can sit and answer for our quizzes and test on next week... 

wups!!! before I end up my entry...



The Engagement day for As Firdaus & Maria Elena

*click here (they engagement video)*

I want to share with u this an Awesome video about Maria Elena's engagement day...happy for this 'peliks' a.k.a amazing woman...I've read her blog and sometimes when I got any free time so I'll not to miss up to visit and read her story...for sure, she likes blogging and vlogging..sometimes she just talk about her life's story, sometimes about our region, and I likes when she share about her love's story with her boyfie but now officially her fiance...how sweet they are..Congratulation for both of u..! so I hope u enjoy watching her engagement's video..  :)

p/s:   ...that's all for this entry, sorry if my story is quite boring...

I've try but still I can't get the chance (cont.)

Hye dear bloggers

ok, since I've left my 'ugly blog' for a few days, so for today I want to shares with u my sad / disappointed feeling...for ur info, last monday I've go for outing with 'someone' together to watch movie coz we haven't meet yet & spending time together just the two of us..we just go near at my campus at 1Borneo shopping mall..thank Allah, we don't use bus as our transport to go there..yeah for ur info, I will more prefer to go outing with anybody if the person bring me his/her car..huhu..sorry for the demand and worst act of mine.. :(

ok, let's go back to the story..after a few minutes, we safely arrive..then I bough a couple cup of chocolate ice-cream for me and 'Encik' while walking together around the shopping mall..so funny when we do some funny joke, talking about some people there, go into book store and so many more..but the point is, I want to watch movie, OMBAK RINDU..! by using my student card, so I can buy movie's ticket for a low price..so excited..!!! >.<



A few minutes later....
(a conversation between me and Encik)

Encik :: we have to cancel our planning to watch Ombak Rindu..

Cik :: why? whose calling u?

Encik :: My mom's calling me and she wants me to pick her at home and go to KKIA at 3.00pm..I'm sorry..really sorry.. (guilty faces)

Cik :: owh, it's ok..maybe we can watch it next time, never mind.. (try to make happy surrounding)

Encik :: Really sorry..but u come with me to sent my mom to KKIA ok?

Me :: No problem, ok! (happy mode to see 'mom')

Once again. I've no chances to watching movie..but I was really enjoy with my day on that day even everything was spoiled...  (^_^)

* special editing for u Encik *

Blank Paper with a Ball Pen Writing

when I feel I want to write something but I can't write with a perfect words, then I make it by showing a pictures with a perfect love quotation   :)

Me over the words

I love quota of  LOVE , enjoy the pictures!  :)

pict 1

pict 2

pict 3

pict 4

pict 5

Heartbroken by Heartbreaker..?

I've seen my friends cried when they get into broken heart, feel pity for her/him..

and I've facing the same situation too..can't imagine how was my sadness feeling on that moment..

for this time, I'm gonna tell u how afraid am I to get trouble in my own love's story..

I'm scared being as the victim for heartbreaker, to let the love's story end up with hurts and so much pain...

Is it u realize that love has come easy when u really love the person u like to be as ur special partner..?

so, why should it be so easier to over all the love that u've made together..?

yes, I'm afraid being heartbroken..

to be broke by the person u gave ur love, trust, and...ur honest...

when I look to my past, I still can feel the pain..

how sick, how hurts, how sad am I...

even a second, minutes, hours, days, months..or even a year...

I still can feel the pain..

it took a long times to forget, but not to leave the memory..

but..it doesn't mean my past story meaningful for me, it's just a story to remembering where I should learn how to be more stronger than before...I ask and whisper to my self, I can fall in love but if I fall in love to the wrong person, there are more guy out there will be your right partner..i'Allah...

and now, I've found the person who still can make me feel happy and being as a special as I hope...thank to Allah, whatever happen is, we both have a long journey to go...and that's what I'm afraid for..

I want a sincere love, not a fake love...

do trust each other, laugh together, when we're meant to be then we'll be meant to be...

p/s: when it comes by heart, it will goes from heart.

When the anger comes to u..

Hye!! I'm coming back!! 

This is the intro for my story to be sharing..

 what will u do when u feel mad at someone??? 

some of u would say "I'll ignore that person" ..some say "I'll try to listen to her/his explanation"..and some will say "I'm gonna let my self being alone until I feel ok again" ....hurmm..that's people says..and what about me?? 1st of all, I'll try to make like nothing happen between me and that person..BUT if still I can't control my self..then I'll let my self being alone till I feel ok.. (^_^)

actually there are some ways to get rid from being mad at someone..u may try this but if it still not work for u, u better check out ur "HEART" whether u got any serious symptom there or not..!! haha!! I'm just kidding babe.. LOL 

this is the LINK where u can find out what is the tips, ok?! 

*sorry it is in Malay*

now, I'll share with u this video clip where actually I feel mad at someone just now.. 

Mad in love with u by Inessa 

thanx for keep in reading.. have a good day! 

Happy Birthday My Love

This entry is officially made special for him. . . .

12th of October 2011

sweet 20th..welcome to the club!!!

10 wishes from me to u . . . .

1. May Allah bless u

2. Never forget to pray

3. Being as a good muslim and man in this world

4. Happy with ur beloved family

5. Never disappoint ur parents

6. Wish u success in the future

7. Live in a good health 

8. Wish ur dream comes true

9. Tough to face ur fear

10. Never say "NEVER" for something is worth for u

10 things that I wish for us. . . .

1. May Allah bless our relationship

2. Hoping that we both be a good muslim

3. Keep praying

4. Success in the future

5. Be strong to face anything happen to our relationship 

6. Love & miss each other when we're far apart

7. Stay together whatever happen 

8. Sincere, Honest, Faith, Undersatnding

9. Always remember our important date / things ( it reminds me about us )

10. No regret for being together

. . .Insya'Allah. . .