Heartbroken by Heartbreaker..?

I've seen my friends cried when they get into broken heart, feel pity for her/him..

and I've facing the same situation too..can't imagine how was my sadness feeling on that moment..

for this time, I'm gonna tell u how afraid am I to get trouble in my own love's story..

I'm scared being as the victim for heartbreaker, to let the love's story end up with hurts and so much pain...

Is it u realize that love has come easy when u really love the person u like to be as ur special partner..?

so, why should it be so easier to over all the love that u've made together..?

yes, I'm afraid being heartbroken..

to be broke by the person u gave ur love, trust, and...ur honest...

when I look to my past, I still can feel the pain..

how sick, how hurts, how sad am I...

even a second, minutes, hours, days, months..or even a year...

I still can feel the pain..

it took a long times to forget, but not to leave the memory..

but..it doesn't mean my past story meaningful for me, it's just a story to remembering where I should learn how to be more stronger than before...I ask and whisper to my self, I can fall in love but if I fall in love to the wrong person, there are more guy out there will be your right partner..i'Allah...

and now, I've found the person who still can make me feel happy and being as a special as I hope...thank to Allah, whatever happen is, we both have a long journey to go...and that's what I'm afraid for..

I want a sincere love, not a fake love...

do trust each other, laugh together, when we're meant to be then we'll be meant to be...

p/s: when it comes by heart, it will goes from heart.